Posted on 2008.07.31 at 09:20
Current Mood: lonely
My morning began with a random asshole calling me a piece of shit over the phone. that was exciting.
I'm getting tired of people that work here not doing their job and strangers on the phone either thinking I'm their fuckin therapist or taking their anger out on me because their life sucks.
I don't normally let people get to me, but today, it's particularly strange. I don't think I'm going to make it.
Posted on 2008.07.28 at 08:41
Current Mood: hopeful
I'm actually really happy that Ryan's coming back, I was loosing hope for a while and thinking of ways to make my life more bareable staying at my moms and Zoros till I had enough saved to get my own place after the baby. But if things go well, we'll have our own place here again within a couple of months. He really wants a house but I don't care I'm just tired of living out of a suitcase and as long as the location doesn't suck ass I'll be content.
It may suck for a little bit while we save money so we can start our own busines here, but if we do things the right way we should be fine.
I just want us to stop arguing and be happy together. That's all.
Posted on 2008.07.25 at 12:36
Current Mood: anxious
I'm eating poopybean! I'm eating! Stop growling asshole.
I assume she's going to be one of those annoying babies.
Posted on 2008.07.24 at 11:47
Current Mood: hopeful
I feel like my uterus is going to fall out of my vagina at any moment.
I'm not even half way there yet. Ugh :/
Posted on 2008.07.23 at 08:01
Current Mood: sarcastic
No thanks I didn't marry my dad. I've had enough insults to last me a lifetime the last thing I need is my husband being an ass too.
Must be a guy thing to say mean and stupid things and then pretend it never happened and then he wonders why I don't want to see him.
But apparantly I'm spolied, because I have a shitty job, no home and have to help out my parents anytime I can because their finances are shit and on top of that deal with being pregnant and an asshole husband that lives miles away. But he really loves me he says. sometimes easy words are just not enough.
Posted on 2008.07.11 at 10:16
Current Mood: confused
Posted on 2008.07.07 at 09:25
Current Mood: thoughtful
I keep trying to think of positive things that will encourage me to go back to Chicago, but its not working.
I used to want to move to Chicago, but when I imagined it before I met Ryan, none of the things that make me hate it right now were involved. I guess it would be different if I had something that motivated me.
I was looking at this apartments on top of a business in Broad Ripple last night... In my dreams.
My friends are good to me, even if I don't see them enough. Sometimes little things make a big difference, I don't want to loose that.
Posted on 2008.07.03 at 08:16
Current Mood: peaceful
Emportés par la foule qui nous traîne
Écrasés l'un contre l'autre
Nous ne formons qu'un seul corps
Et le flot sans effort
Nous pousse, enchaînés l'un et l'autre
Et nous laisse tous deux
Épanouis, enivrés et heureux...
Edith Piaf first thing in the morning is the beist.
Posted on 2008.07.01 at 09:14
Current Mood: fatso
Movie night tonight, yay!
Too tired to work today, I like Zoros house better than staying at my moms but the cat hair is killing me and my stomachaches don't seem to be getting any better. Meh, regardless of the inconveniences I'm still glad I'm here. I missed everyone and I'm much more relaxed now.
Posted on 2008.06.04 at 16:21
Current Mood: crushed
In the past few months my life has been turned upside down, however, people expect to act the same.